For Lee Jonghyun-YoonA shippers...
[may also post about K-pop...K-dramas...Asian culture, movies and music..]
Please do visit JongYoon's thread: http://forums.soompi.com/discussion/2014308/deerburning-or-jongyoon-couple-official-thread-lee-jonghyun-cnblue-im-yoon-ah-snsd/p1
To my 245 fellow shippers, I apologize for having a long hiatus.
I am now concerned of whether I will continue making edits which might be weird since Yoona is now dating. I was thinking of deleting this blog and focus on my other blog which I plan to post edits of my OTPs and also requests of your OTPs if you like.. But then I feel sad too..eottoke?
What to do?
And proud of it.
Proud to be part of at least 10 fan clubs ^.^
This is the golden rule of kpop fandom: YOU SEE THIS POST,YOU REBLOG IT.
The first time I saw you, my heart went crazy.
Everyone liked you but I regard myself as the one who sincerely cared for you.
It was a silly crush at first that lasted for years.
Is this already love?
As it continued, I’m confused if there was really something between us.
We became closer.
But I guess I assumed and implied that there was something.
Then I saw you with another girl, I also knew from a friend that you chose her.
I was disappointed. You didn’t choose me when for the long time I thought our feelings were mutual.
It was painful. But as friends, I tried to smile it away.
I was hurting inside but I still tried my best to forget about you.
Years passed, our closeness did fade but we still remained friends.
At present, I don’t know what to do; whether to continue liking or just forget you.
It’s been a long time but why does my heart beats fast whenever I see you.
My eyes sparkle, my lips form a smile, I feel good whenever you are near.
Why? My mind says stop but my heart still longs for you.
When will that day come when we can both tell each other what we feel?
When will I know if you even at one point liked me?
I seemed crazy to always reminisce our memories together that maybe you didn’t even valued.
I’m confused, ambivalent. My feelings are still unresolved.
I’m posting some random..hope you like it…What do you think?